Inspiration

Disclaimer: this picture was stolen from another blog. Call me a jocker idc I liked it... =]...:-l

I think it's funny how inspiration comes from the weirdest places for me. I could be watching a hood movie and be inspired to find true love in my future and not waste my time or tell myself that I'm just going to have fun right now, with these insignificant niggas. I know I'm better then a lot of the things I subject myself too. So why do I do it?

To be honest I have no clue. Maybe it's boredom or the fact that I'm impatient and anxious or the fact that I feel like i can handle it.

But, in the end, I always find that when I sit still and put God in control of my situations, it always turns out better. It's funny how we often try to take control of situations that are out of our control and we know that they are. But somehow, we trick ourselves into thinking we can handle or fix things. No!

It is true that there are some small things we can do to put ourselves on the right path, but it seems like that isn't the cool thing to do. We are always encouraged to DO something no matter what it is. Society always tells us to DO something. And yes, I hope you're the type to take action but sometimes, just sometimes, it is imperitive to NOT do anything. Sit...and wait...and give the issue to God.

With me, I'm so back and forth with the things I want & the situations I want to handle.

I want a serious relationship but when I get one I want to be free and unrestricted.

I want to cuss out retarted females when they come or look at me wrong, but I want to present myself as a woman of God at all times.

I know the goodness and the peace that comes from following God, but I want to do earthly things.

I want to find me a husband type of guy, but I want God to bless me with the right one for me (when the time comes)

I want to be that Jay Z type of successful to where people know my name and my greatness but I want a simple, chill, joyful but exciting private life.

I want to make & spend money frivulously but I can't stand people who actually do that.

Everything I desire has is a catch 22. So what do I do?

I've learned to leave it to God. It's the only peace of mind I get when stressed. It's the purest peace of mind anyone can get...when they leave IT to God.

So I speak of inspiration...

I am inspired and motivated to have a fruitful life in the most wholesome way. I am inspired to achieve the unachievable.

And although I always laugh at how random the sources are to my momentary inspirations of doing right because of the benefits it reaps, I realize they aren't random at all. I become inspired through the messages God send to me through those RANDOM ways.