Monday, May 25, 2009

Jeezz Laweez












Man so prom was cool, but the whole weekend made it greatt. I went to prom of course, thenn we spent what felt like a million hours in Greg's house while tryna figure out what to do. I got pissed when Ricky kept "hinting" at shit all night. Finally, we decided to hop in the cars and go to Denny's. Denny's was funny bcuz Jia looked like a straight hoooooker and De'Anthoney was giving subliminal messages all night. =/. That player type!! Next we were off to the hotelly when De and Greg decided to race. I thought I was guna die but was excited at the sameee time bcuz I was going a hunned in downtown LA. IM MAD LAUREN DIDNT GO TO THE HOTEL. Thennn it took us a minute to get into the room where these doint niggas thought it wud be fun to be gay with e.other and Ricky and Chris decided to be half naked. Even Trev was feelin himself in the mornin ahahaha. I spent all night fighting with Chris (whooped his ass), spying on Ricky tryna get it in, and being mortified by weird ass Trevor sneakin in a dark room an slpin in the closet =/. One thing I learned is that De nvr knows when I'm playing and being real which makes it FUNNY. Then that morningg we got woken up by Chris && Greg. We all got up, showered, lotioned up our bodies, took compromising pics, and got ready for Six Flags!! DRAMAAA! 
Six Flags moments- X2 waitin in line, tht nigga with the BIGGESTTTT BOOTY in the worlddd!, Cydneye and her BIG DAMN MOUTH in line, getting lost with Michy and Jia, Johnathon being maddd and crazy and excited, KIM falling
Denny's After- Me being pissed the fuck off was funny (i truly wanted to go off), Jia and her sarcasm, Cydneye tryna to have connections, LAUREN and i bonding...etc. Im tired of typing. maaybe i'll edit this one day!



Saturday, May 23, 2009

Life in the Times

Man it's about 3:27am and I have prom today. I'm jus sittin at my computer, lookin at fashion pictures, thinking about life. It's funny how time flies. I swear just yesterday I was in 8th grade thinkn I was bomb bcuz my crew was the 'popular girls' and my boyfriend was the most desired boy in my grade...or so I thought lol. Now I'm the complete opposite of that person I strived to be all through my life. I wanted to be known for dressing bomb, go out all the time, have all the friends in the world, be 'known'; basically a social lite. Now I realize or have been realized all tht is BS. All those friends=fake, going out all the time=no time to get to know who you are, known for dressing bomb=not everyone is guna think you look bomb no matter what you do. Another thing I've grown to realize is pretty obvious, but when you really come to light with it, I swear its a revelation an tht is--> NO ONE IS AS BOMB AS THEY SEEM ON FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE lmao. I promise you. Maybe every 1 out of 10 are. I only have 3 more weeks of high school and ever since I was in middle school I wanted to be in college and now it's almost here? Damnn! Today we had our senior toast and tht was the first time I shed a tear over the thought of moving on. It's the best feeling in the world when you can look at everyone you've been close too and laugh and cry because all those heated fights and bomb memories we all share and at the end of the day we all love each other, even the ppl we swore he didn't like, and love each other. I already know graduation will be a mess. 
Looking back on everything I so badly wish I could go back with the knowledge and confidence I have now, but doesn't everyone? In the fall I am off to Seattle for college and I'm excited but scared. Excited because I will get to explore new territory and discover another side to myself but scared because I love it here. Who know's what life will bring, but I am ready to find out. Leaving high school is a symbol for leaving half of me
 to the past and that is the scariest feeling ever. Every part of my adolescence has influenced who I will become and because of that, I am no longer disappointed in the life God has given me. 

Even if I'm not close to some of these ppl now, they've all contributed a huge amount to a better me either through our positive or negative relationship. =)

NOT IN THIS ORDER BUT..
Cool Kids- Ultimate Favorite ppl Everrrrr
Mr. Ashton Edward Smith lol- old best homie
Michy- Booshie, Clean Freak, etc. knocked me to reality && VICE VERSA
Cyd- hahaha Loser, Freak, Hoe, all the above- TWIN an bomb conversationalist ily
Summer- Basically we've grown up together so muchh & have always seen what's really real.
Lacey- Wish I had a closet like hers but I loved living with her, she's my life =)
Melissa- Always a crazyy, spur of the moment, adventure.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Worthy?

For some time now, i've always noticed that a flow of words don't come easy for me. It's hard for me to relate what im feeling to my reader, but when i read others blogs im like "yesss! yess! wow she feels me!" I want to have that effect on people! But ay...this aint burger king. It sucks because i know i have so much to say to the world but it only comes out when im speaking rather then typing. LAME. College is almost here and I'm ready to find my purpose. It damn sure ain't writing. lol. I really want to make an impact on this world, especially women. Yes you can say that I want to be Captain Save a Hoe. I guess the purpose of me making this blog was to just express a little piece of my thoughts and brain with the world, or JUST you, but I'm just getting started! So please dnt fret. Have a lil faith in me =).

Monday, May 11, 2009

Are we Confused?? ... what's the problem?

It sickens and saddens me to see how young these girls are beginning to have sex, orally and WHOLLY. I don't get it! What's the problem? My school has this thing called connections and every Monday we are separated by grade and gender to discuss things as such. Today, this was our topic! I have a theory, NO!, the knowledge to know that if girls kept their legs and mouths closed, raised their standards for how guys treat them, and spent more time figuring out who they are as an individual rather then trying to figure out if a certain boy likes them or not, the world would be a better place.(Run-on sentence =/). Guys would be forced to step up their game and do better. But NO! us females have no standards, morals, confidence, and common sense. (By us I don't mean every, because I am not one of those girls and I do appreciate those who aren't doin the most). We have all the power but we are too busy being catty, jealous, and tearing down each other when we should be lifting one another up. Tisk Tisk! If we did get it together, there would be no problems. 

Away from the aspect pertaining to "self", there is the whole disease aspect. Why risk 5 minutes of pleasure (that's how long most of these boys can even last for) for something we might have to live with for the rest of our lives. I get scared just kissing a boy because who knows where his ho ass mouth has been..UGH! Do we not have our futures or the greater scheme of things to look forward too? And please believe your past will catch up with you.
The point of this little excerpt is to say "Pussy Rules the World" as Mr. Vann would say...too bad females aren't able to realize!

oh an PS- please don't complain about your man or woman (whatever your into, no judgement here) when you aren't doing anything to change your situation ... =).

Just A Theory

Ajuma Nasenyana



Noemie Lenoir


I have a theory that if you can go completely bald and still be astonishing...your beauty is timeless.

Hello

Hi, I'm Asia.

I'm 17 and a senior in high school. I recently became addicted to blogs, especially fashion ones, but they all lack things that I love. So instead of complaining I thought I'd just make my own. I want to bring positive messages to you, the reader, (if I have any lol) and share my inner most thoughts and feelings. I'm sure you'll be able to relate to some and others I don't expect you too because my mind is somewhere else. =)...with that said...

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